Sections 9 and 10

Section 9
April 5th, 2010
I brought my suitcase to the Hate Week. It probably was not a good idea because I had dropped it, and everyone had noticed that I had dropped it. I read Golstein's book to Julia today. She said that it was marvelous, but then she had later fell asleep. I feel that Goldstein's book is understandable, but I just do not get why he said all this. What did he mean by it? I get why he wrote it but why it really mean's something. If I had known better, I would have taken the time to understand it, but I had gotten tired. My perspective on the world is much different than I though it would be.

Section 10
April 5th, 2010
It can not be. It just can not. I was laying with Julia today and she woke up. We were both hungry and we had decided to get something to eat. I had gotten up, and we had decided to get dressed. But, all the sudden-we were talking. Then we were repeated by a cold iron voice. We did not know where it had came from but saw that it came from behind the picture! The picture had a telescreen hiding behiind it and they were listening to everything that we were saying. I am not only extremely confused and mad-but Mr. Charrlington was all behind this. He did not look like an old man-but a cruel, hard dipicable man. He was under disguis and I did not even know it. It just hurt me to know that Julia and I can never be together without someone watching us. I truly understand why Big Brother never turns his back on anyone.