Part 2: Sections 1 and 2

Section 1:
April 1st, 2010
I saw the girl. Yes, she fell today and how come I did not start a conversation with her? Well, I do not know. Honestly, it seems that the world is against me in various ways that I cannot explain. I tend to get nervous when I am around her, but then, I become mad and then almost envy her.
But when she fell, she dropped a note. I later read it, but, it said love. It said I love you. What is this supposed to mean? It sent a huge flurry through my stomach and I wondered what it really meant. Is 'I love you' supposed to mean somthing grand? Well, I do not know.
The thing that made my day was that I had actually talked to the girl. She wanted me to meet her somewhere...special. I saw her after I had lunch and I knew I wanted to talk to her. I was even going to sit with her. But then Wilsher had wanted me to sit with him. After I ate with him, she came to me. With her brown hair and pale skin perfect looking. We were going to meet in a special place.
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We met in a squirmy place. She told me to go to Paddington Station. A place where there was no telescreens or microphones. And from this moment on, if someone heard me, I could care less because of how my emotions felt from then on.

Section 2:
April 1, 2010
I was too early. I did not see her until I met her in that place. The place where I felt comftorable and safe because I hidden by the trees. The blubell's that fell were soothing against my eyes. And then, she came. We did not speak loud at all. She knew there was no microphones. No telescreens. But we had to keep quiet because our voices could travel.
We talked in the most faint voices so that we could not let anyone hear us. Fortunatley, no one did. But, she had kissed me. She said she was Julia. I told her that I was nothing but a 39 year old who has fake teeth and leathery skin. But she said that she did not care. She just knew that I was against..them.
Nothing much else happened. We had slept in the sun. And had kissed. But still, nothing could make me attracted to woman. Not even Julia...