Section 3: Parts 4 and 5

Sections 3: Part 4
April 21, 2010
They were treating me kindly. For awhile they were giving me full meals and even three courses with meat! They gave me a pack of cigarrettes too, but sometimes it felt wrong to smoke them, after all the drugs they put in my system. I know that when the Party says the Earth is flat, the Earth is flat. When the Party says ice is heavier than water, ice is heavier than weater. When the Part says 2+2=5, well then, I have to know 2+2=5. But, I still ahte Big Brother. I always will. I don't know why I do, but I feel that I always will. And that is why I was sent to Room 101.


Section 3: Part 5
April 21, 2010
No. No, please no. I begged not for Room 101. It was horrible. I did not know what was going to happen to me. Until O'Brien said it, and I saw it. The rats. O'Brien said that they could eat my alive. All because I was in the worst room in the world. They could do anything to me. Anything that they want to. And they did. Torture me with the rats that gave me the fear of no fear I have ever had. I saw them and I wanted to get out of the chair. I wanted to scream. But they didn't let me. They just let me fall.