Part 3: Sections 2 and 3

Section 2
April 20th, 2010
They inject you with drugs. I know it because in the cells, a man in a white coat did that to me. After, that I could not remember anything that I had thought of before or how long I was waiting in that room with all the other prisinors. The party questioned me until I was crying-weeping, and gasping with pain, until I could not take it any more. I had told them that I was a sexual pervert, I had killed my wife, I was a spy and that I was with the Brotherhood. Nothing had upset me more because I had realized that my whole life was given up..to them. And I now know that 2+2=5. Even though I really know it is 4.

Section 3
April 20th, 2010
I think they make up people so that we have someone to hate. O'Brien had said that he 'helped' write part of the Goldstein book, but I think that he is 'Goldstein'. Not really, but writing the book. The Nazis and the Communists were the whole idea to hepl the Party get started. I did not believe it, but then agian, Big Brother came to mind again. I learned that Torture is Torture and that power is power and it really does not matter. The Party can take control of matter, by just ruling your mind. It is not fair at all, but because the Party controls everything, I could see why they can control matter. Everything is making sense a bit. Even Big Brother is. But I have figured out that if Big Brother really does not exist, then neither do I.